Single in AK

Ugghh! Another Married Man, Just what I need.

Instead of sitting at home I go out for some drinks with a former co-worker.Let me fill you in,he's married,34, 1 kid,and yes we had sex awhile back,we were both pretty drunk,and had always flirted at work.Well I had no intentions of sleeping with this man ever again,mainly due to the fact that he had ummm.. a rather small penis,and that he was not very good in bed.Like most men he tried his best to make up for it by being good in oral sex,witch was not bad,but didn't last very long from what I can remember.So anyway, there we were drinking at the bar and all the men around me were flirting and hitting on me,but they probably knew that I was there to see him.I had had enough alcohol and switched to coffee,but stayed for the fun of it,cause I was having a good time,he has always been able to make me laugh and smile.So during the whole night we flirted with each other, like we always do.So horny little me,invites him home. We get here and we start to talk and cuddle,I tell him that it is my time of the month and we might actually have to wait to actually have sex.I was intending of having sex with him,just because I was horny and I thought it would be just sex to us,but.... the plot thickens.
He tells me that him and his wife have filed for a divorce, my eyes opened WIDE. For some reason I was no longer horny.Well I guess it turns out that him and his wife have just grown apart,and he also found out that she had been having an affair for awhile with some other man. Well he tells me more shocking news,he has had a major thign for me for a long time now,and could not act on it, due to be married and all,and now he wanted to do something about it. He basically offered me the world,he wants to be the one to wake up to me every mornign and greet me when I come home from work,and take care of me and my cat.I'm attracted to him very much so,but the sex was not so great and in all reality the timing is not good.Is it not good cause I am jsut settling into the single life? Is it not good because we are both rebounding and vulnerable? Ugghh.. damn these married men!
Deep down though I wish it were the other married man that would say these things to me,and you know what I told the other married man what this one had said to me,and he told me to give it a shot and see where it goes. Damn these men!

posted by SingleSexGrl @ 5:27 AM