Single in AK

Woes of Dating

Well, still single and still sleeping alone every night married man admits that he doesn't want just the friendship and that he wants more,I tell him that its not fair that I sit around waiting to see him is just not right,and he doesn't know what to say to that.I know he is not going to leave his wife,and I'm not about to ask him to.All though it would not be so bad,I say this now cause I swear every man I meet is so not worthy of another date.Well besides my EX who doesn't E-mail me back or call me back when I've called him, ok so I didn't leave a message when I called,I didn't want to talk to his answering machine,I wanted to talk to him.Why though?
Either way.. Do I sit and wait around for the married man,well I gave in and called the Korean for a booty call.I will say that is the last time I do that.On NewYears the Korean blamed the drinking to not being able to keep it hard,what was his excuse this time?We had actual sex for about 5 minutes and then he goes limp? WTF? Do I put too much pressure on the man? Did he cum and not tell me, well I don't think that was it, because, get this.. Weird stuff.. Ready.. The Korean had to jerk himself off, while I licked and bit his nipples..WTF??Not to mention, he kisses way too much during sex, I like kissing don't get me wrong, but he's not that good of a kisser, so it doesn't do anything but keep my mouth wet,and my cheek, and my chin, and my friggin nose! I bet that he had masturbated before he went to bed and that by the time he came to my place he was spent.Either way, I should find me another booty call.Oh, and he got me a birthday gift, it was a very nice gift, something that I rather love and will keep forever, but of all the people I would have loved to get a gift from he wasn't one.Men just keep suprising me.What do I do about my married man? He's the only one that I've connected with and would want to see and do see every day, is it because I can't have him?

posted by SingleSexGrl @ 6:12 AM