When will the Pain go Away!
I sit here and convince myself that I am over him, that I don't need him, that I'm better off without him. But why do I still think of him? And my thinking is that of loss and sorrow... Loneliness...I find myself playing the game that I know he plays.. hoping that he will notice me? Keeping track of where he is at? Thinking that if he is playing the game then he's not with another woman?
What the Hell? Why do I Torture myself?
I've been good I haven't called him in about a month now.
