Single in AK

Giving up..

Well, I've decided since my cell phone has gotten shut off finally, to just give up. I'll deal with the men that are in my life now and that treat me right. I took my profiles off the singles sites that I had online. The men that have my home number are ones that don't call all that often, and probably only 1 booty call that calls me. And that's the 25yr. old, and I've known since day 1 that he is just that, a booty call, I've asked him to go to the movies once, but it was out of complete desperation, and I even told him that, i figured we have been friends for long enough that he would say yes, but he didn't, so that was the first(and last) time I called and asked him to do anything besides sex.

On St. Patricks day, the 25 year old called me at home, unitl I answered, he knew I was off work, he called after leaving the local Meat Market (Koots). He was drunk enough.. so after the phone rang and rang, I finally picked up, he came over within the next 30 minutes. Sadly enough, I could have had a V8,why do I even go there? Anyway, I checked my cell phone messages the next day,and DAMN it if I didn't get another booty call, and that would have totally been worth it. It was my uumm.. my Boss (booty call) from awhile back, and what I mean by awhile back, is he hasn't called me since December 3rd. And I'm pretty sure he stopped calling cause he knew I was falling for him. He probably knew cause I told him. His message said that he wanted me to come over,(ofcourse) but he said that "we could make up" wonder what that's suppossed to mean? I mean I know he was drunk, really drunk, he had gone out drinking with the 25 year old, that night.I sent him an E-Mail earlier that week, he hadn't responded, but I basically told him in the E-Mail that I still wanted him... so maybe that was his way of responding to what I said. I Don't know, Shall I leave my self available from now on in Friday's and Saturday's? his days off?
I wish I knew..

Well.. I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.. do I have fun while I wait? Or shoudl I just sit at home and feel sorry for myself? I'm sure my knoght will come eventually.. lets hoep anyway..

posted by SingleSexGrl @ 3:04 AM