Single in AK

Do you ask for Tacos when you go to McDonalds?

Well do you? In the place that I work, thousands probably more go there everyday, yeah probably more, but I only deal with about 20 or so. And for some reason they are all Idiots! For all you idiots out there, I would suggest Reading signs, and looking around before you ask, and not to mention "Yes there are stupid questions." So this person asks me if he can have Taco's at Mcdonalds right, well I listen to his question, ask him to repeat it, he does and goes more into detail of what he wants, kinda like asking "so you have burgers, and there's a Taco Bell over there that has Tacos, but can I get Tacos here at McDonalds as welll" Like they are the same places, with different names or something. So I act all stupid and say "wait I'm confused now" and I repeat what he jsut said to me. Are they Lazy or jsut stupid?

Well since I haven't written about my sex life in awhile I will catch you all up. I went on vacation to see the family, it was well needed, felt good. Parents got on me about not beign married and not having children, jsut a little. In Time, when its right it will happen I Imagine, or when pigs fly, since every man in my life has some sort of fuckin handicap.
The day before i leave for vacation, an old friend, married, 34, 3 kids, comes over, he takes me to the store watches me pack, and checks out the porn like he normally does that I have on puter. And I guess I did the wrong thing by bending down to pick somethign up, he started in on me, and for some reason I didn't want him to stop, DAMN my sexual drive! Damn IT! But goodness was it good. SInce he is an old friend he pretty much knew what I liked and how far he could go, he went all out basically, but pretty just wanted to satisfy me, and I will say he did, a couple times. How do they go home smelling like other woman? Should I feel bad for being a mistress? When its really the man that is doing the adultery, and I'm just going along with it for myown personal pleasure? I guess I should feel guilty since i have a part in it.

The day I got back, I talked to the Netherlands man, I'm so smitten for him. I wish I wasnt at times, but I guess its cause I know how his touch feels. This time we sat and talked before we actually started the sex part, it was nice, ok, I got him drunk, bad girl, I know. But we still talked, he wasn't that drunk, just a bit.. the foreplay was awesome like usual, but the sex was not so great, I dont think he was thinking of me. I'm not srue how to explain it, but everytime it started to feel good or it was time for another position, his Man would fall at ease. I know he is dating other people, wich means he's sleeping with other people, so am I doing something wrong? or is he just not that into me? it wasnt the alcohol, cause we tried again in the morning, and then later that next day after watchign mroe TV and talking. He stayed most of the day and watched TV with me, and we talked a bit. Maybe i need to impress him more with a home cooked meal, or maybe we need to go out and do something, I'm not sure.. am I jsut a booty call to him, I sure hope not, I look at the times we spend together as a way of getting to knwo each other..
Damn Men for beign so mysterious and confusing, and they say we are the ones from Venus.

I'm not ready to get married right now, I jsut want to know that a man wants me as much as I want him. I want someone to go to the movies with, soemone that will have sex with me 3 times a week if not more, and someone thats tells me "STOP dating and SEEIng other people,work on getting to knwo me, and only me for right now" and of course I would expct the same out of the man as well. I know I know thats too much to ask, shit the married men dont seem to have a hard tiem saying it.

I also met a new man, haven't slept with him.. cause I'm not that attracted to him, he's not ugly, he's average. 34, divorced, 1 kid doesnt live with him, doesnt live in the state, and not to mention he lives with my best friend(male). Hmm.. whats a good name for him, I guess we will call him my BF(best friend) Roomate. He seems to want to give me what I want, but if there isn't a physical attraction will it come? He is really nice and generally a nice guy, he's taken me out to eat, does breakfast count? and we have hung out now maybe 3 times. He curses alot, i guess I don't mind, he drinks about every night after he gets off work, and notjsut a beer, Captains Morgan and coke, is that acceptable? I'm not sure yet..

O and Did I mention the Bio-Chemist? well we are speakign again, in fact the whole time I was on vacation he was the only man i mentioned to myparents, that has to be a sign of some sort. But why in the hell wont he try anything? Even when i gave him the chance awhile back? Maybe it's time I spoke to him about it, and told him that if we don't at least get to 2nd base I'm goign to lose interest.

Ok enough blabbering, tiem for sleep time, i'm exhausted..

posted by SingleSexGrl @ 12:19 PM